First Love

Forgive me first love

I may have lost my way

I was searching for something else

Something I thought would satisfy

Forgive me first love

I left you

But I'm back

Without you I felt alone

Forgive me first love

I was a fool

I did not find anything to satisfy

You are all I need

Forgive me first love

For not seeing You

I was blinded by my own selfishness

Forgive me first love

I am lost without you

7 days

7 days of prayer. 7 days to solve my problems. God I gave the situation to You. I gave up all my motives, intentions, future plans, I gave them to You. I know that You will come through. 7 days with my heart exposed. Waiting for You to do something. At the end of the 7 days it might not go the way I want but either way You have a plan. I need an answer in this situation I need guidance. Here is my fleece God. Here are my 7 days. You can either work a miracle or You can save me from a foolish mistake.  Either way You have my back. There is no lesser path. Here I am open for change, desiring the next step. I'm ready. I'm here. I'm waiting. 

Home is but a memory

I would really like to be home right now.

That's all I want. 

ALL I want. 

My Heart's Cry

I will never give in

The lies come in stronger

But they will never win 

I get tired, black and blue

Seems I can't go on any longer

But Your love gets me through

Cuts go deep, bruises never heal

Heavy weight on my shoulders

But to You I will always kneel