Sermon prep... cue the pre sermon melt down.
No matter how many times I do this I'm never comfortable up there. I'm never calm. I'm never confident.
Good thing God didn't call me to a life of comfort, He called me to a life of obedience! But why God, does my obedience have to give me the shakes and panic attacks? Why can't my obedience allow for a good night of sleep and a restful prep time?
Give me peace. Give me strength.