Dry Eyes

I'M SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today I just want to cry. I just want to sob into my pillow but I can't. I haven't been able to cry for over a month and its beginning to get to me. I have PLENTY of things to cry about tonight and I just need that release but the tears won't come. Its past 11 on a school night and everyones in bed or off line for some reason therefore I don't have anyone to talk to so blog... you're all I have. I'm pretty sure that not even Extreme Home Makeover could dampen my dry eyes right now. Ugh. Is it weird that I want to cry? I've always thought of crying as a healthy release of emotion and can usually be strangely healing. When I can't cry it makes me feel nearly dead inside, emotionless; almost stoic. A vast nothingness...........