Overwhelmed is an understatement. I am exhausted. I am tired of dealing with my own problems, but mostly I'm tired of being involved in other people's problems. Seriously, I'm not ok right now. I'm not whole. I'm dealing with some stuff and I don't have the strength to deal with other people yet. It's funny that currently at a pretty low point I have never had so much responsibility around campus. I need help, but all my time is put into helping others. I am drowning in tour responsibilities and gong show prep. I just need a break from my issues and responsibilities! I'm just tired.
All I know is that I'm reaching a breaking point and I'm nervous.
"I don't know how to follow you with out losing my way. Jesus come and take me by the hand. I don't know how to trust that you will do the things you say. Spirit teach me how to understand. That your love can heal the wreckage of my soul. The beauty of your light shining in me." When You Come Back- JJ Heller
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