Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Dear Dad, I'm Done

Dear Dad 

Why am I were I'm at right now? Why have you brought me here? I'm having a hard time with my life right now. Lets be serious, I don't think I can handle this anymore. Can we look back to a few years ago, please? Yea... I'm not exactly where I wanted to be. What are you doing? Why aren't you granting the desires of my heart? Have I not faithfully served you?! Have I not followed Your lead? I'm at Bible College pursuing a calling You gave me and I'm here at a internship You wanted me at. Haven't I delighted myself in You? Praising Your name and sharing Your word? Where are the desires of my heart? I just don't know what to think right now. I just don't know what to believe. I don't want to be stuck here anymore. Why aren't You letting me move? You've placed me in a cage and You won't let me out! LET ME OUT! LET ME GO! I feel alone and forgotten by You. 

Jemima

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