Cupcakes

I need to make some cupcakes. I've realized today that making cupcakes is how I cope with my feelings. Its not always cupcakes, it could be cookies, or a cake. But its the act of baking. Maybe its because I need to do something that I'm good at, something that I can control. I don't even like to eat cupcakes. Maybe I'll eat one, but usually I give the rest away or just throw them away.

This is what makes living on campus really hard. I am upset. And I need to bake.