Ok, I'm home. I can breathe right? Then why do I still feel a weight on my chest? Why aren't I magically all better? Well maybe I should give myself a break. I have only been home for 4 hours. Can't everything fall back into place immediately? Wouldn't that just be nice. That would be more than nice, it would be unbelievable. Totally unreal. Totally not ever gonna happen.
The semester was chaotic. It had ups and downs. I feel like I just watched everything happen in slow motion. I sat back and observed all the changes and now I'm just realizing the effects of them all.
I have some silly goals for this break. Write my gong show skit, complete some sort of TV marathon with my sis, and make a BOSS dinner for my fam. But my real goal for this break is to recover. I need to deal with the things that were holding me back last semester and move on from them. I'm not taking this heavy load into 2011.
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