I've had a difficult begining. I put too much stock in the fall and my life imploaded on itself. I was experiencing a dark night of the soul, and it was rough, real rough. Too many tears, fits, and outragious thoughts. I had to put an end to it.
Sunday night I cried and yelled it out with God. He was clear, "Who are you serving? Yourself? Or me?" Wow, seems so simple yet entirely profound. I had been serving myself. I made a turn around. Along with Courtenay and Serena I wrote down all the lies I'd told my self and all the stuff I'd been focusing on. I wrote these down before I left to pray so afterwards I realized that all that I'd written down were things that I'd been serving. I burnt them and watched the ashes blow away. And I felt a peace. I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders. I am empty ready for God to fill me. Pour it on God!
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