Recently my thoughts have been so scattered. Possibly due to my new intern schedule that barely leaves me a minute to breathe let alone a minute to organize my brain. I'm not really sure where I'm at emotionally right now. I guess you could say that I'm numb. I know that deep down I'm devastated because I just found out that a certain future plan I had has fallen through, but I can't seem to cry about it. I can't muster one single tear, not even watery eyes. I feel nothing. I feel empty. I'm frozen in time, unable to move forward or back. I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers.
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