I Wish

All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favorite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanted know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

Look all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen.
And I wish that we could see if we could be something.
Yea I wish that we could see if we could be something.

Recently I had a friend tell me I was lovestruck. Its probably true. She said that she wouldn't be surprised if I was the first of our little high school group to get married. That puzzled me. I really don't know what possessed her to say that. I am not in a relationship nor am I even close to one. The song above is by Kate Nash. Some say it's rather depressing but I think it's beautiful. It describes my feelings perfectly. 

Sometimes I wish I was someone's favorite girl. That my smile was his favorite smile. I would love to be his little mystery that he desperately wanted to solve. I wish I had someone to hold my hand when I was upset. I wish I had someone who needed me and who knew me deeply. I wish that to someone I was the last thing they thought of before they went to sleep. I wish