I've been home for a week now and I'm trying my best to get into the swing of things. I'm just now starting to actually feel better after tour, catching up on sleep, relaxing, you know. But now is the time I need to step up my life and get some things done. I have a list of stuff to do in my head and I need to start achieving them. Three weeks from today I'll be arriving in Grenada and I need to get ready.
God's been working with me lately on being ok with being alone. Its a hard lesson but God's bringing me through it. I need to block out thoughts of rejection, loneliness, and jealousy. I need to get on track because I'm about to stretched outside my box in Grenada. I can't be thinking about this stuff, I need some focus.
Home can be good, but it can also bring me back into old habits and old thoughts. My home is up in BC but my home is here in Oregon. Soon my home will be in Grenada. "Home" is a tricky term....
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